December 2009
234 posts
Crying on my bathroom floor is a fun way to spend the last day of the year..
Holy New Fucking Year
So much can happen in a year. 2009 was not what i expected. I didn’t expect to be high for an entire year. Did not expect to stop going to school. I didn’t expect to get kicked out. 2009 was filled with lots of puke and bad bad things. Did not like being dumped on DOC one bit. I did not like 2009. Don’t get me wrong, I have some of the best memories of my life because of this...
Getting Fat SUCKS
Killers
It started with a low light, Next thing I knew they ripped me from my bed; And then they took my blood type, they left a strange impression in my head. You know that I was hoping, That I could leave this star-crossed world behind; But when they cut me open, I guess I changed my mind. And you know I might Have just flown too far from the floor this time, ‘cause they calling me by my name! And...
Don’t worry about people in your past, theres a reason they didnt make it...
I need to die. Temporarily. Just until I move on. Is that so bad?
When I wake up remembering shit all, I feel like...
Cut yourself in conversation Cut the line to make me feel alive ‘Cuz you know I’m not alive
And leave me with your complications Take your life, you feel like taking mine Meeting god we stand in line, not alone No, where to go, I’m not leaving Not going, I’m not kissing you goodbye On my own, I’m nothing Just bleeding, I’m not kissing you goodbye Trust to...
Did you ever love me? Does it even matter? Did you even notice the whole world shatter? I just want to hold you ‘til you know I’m sorry But I just keep it all inside That way it won’t hurt so much When we say goodbye
Depressed on a holiday? BIG FUCKING SHOCKER
Drugs brought us together, it’s only a matter of time until they tear us apart.
I wish I could rip out a page from my memory
Merry Fucking Christmas Asshole
The so-called ‘psychotically depressed’ person who tries to kill herself...
– David Foster Wallace